Poems from India

Walk along the Beach with me

2011-05-11T01:59:00.000-07:00

I walk along the beach with you beside
Just to realize that I was lying at the bedside….

Then comes the day too long
Bringing hopes of love along…..

I love the ways our eyes meet
Hoping this is could be a daily treat….

I dream of you making love to me
Only to realize you never loved me….

Then you say you care for me
But why is the answer I ask to me….

I just pray, you find the right soul
As life is just so beautiful……

2008-08-20T00:40:00.001-07:00

I don't have super powers
I am not made out of steel
I cannot leap over towers
And a bullet wound I feel
A cape I do not own
And a mask I do not wear
I am not at all well known
Though my breed is very rare
I do not have angels wings
But from heaven I did come
I came not from a line of kings
But miracles I have done
A super hero I am
Though no powers I possess
For I am just a man
I soldier nothing less
But a Soldier fighting
A super hero indeed
On wings of choppers riding
To fight for what we need

By: Neo

2008-08-20T00:39:00.002-07:00

The depression of the mind was the time of my childhood days,
There were a lot of worries and hardships in many ways.
Whatever time people could spare, they would help each other out,
Bad times also came when there was a draught.
The depression of the mind our parents would help make quilts of all kinds,
They would work long hours, day and night, it was a lot on their minds.
Fathers would work on the W.P.A. just to make ends meet,
Breaking stones was very hard work, some of them fell to their feet.
The depression of the mind there were problems about work, severe winters and war,
People never know from day to day what may be in store,
There were children of all ages, sick with an illness,
Some of them passed away with the long nights of stillness.
The depression of the mind made it bad for all ages,
Work was scare, there was pay of low wages.
During the depression, we all learned how to survive,
A lot of people shared the hardships by showing love and being alive.
The depression of the mind will be in my heart for the rest of my life,

By: Neo

2008-08-20T00:39:00.001-07:00

Time on my hands, so much time on my hands
Remorse and sorrow fill my days
Since she returned the golden band
Time to reflect, so much time to reflect
On the bitter words spoken
Causing tears I now regret
Long lonely hours, Such long lonely hours
Spent alone with my thoughts
About a sweet love turned sour
Long empty days, such long empty days
Seeing people and places
We had seen in happier ways
Long lonely nights, such long lonely nights
Sadly waking cold and alone
In the dawns unfriendly light
Time on my hands, so much time on my hands
Spending the hours of my solitude
Trying hard to understand.

By: Neo

2008-08-20T00:37:00.000-07:00

If I am the first to go
I will wait for you in the place
Where the crowns of Angels glow
If I go first because I lost the fight
I will be waiting with the Father
Where the tunnel opens into light
If I am the first one there
I will await you in lush meadows
Where heady perfume fills the air
If I go first and leave you lonely
We will meet again in paradise
In our loved one's company
If I am the first to go, allay your fears
I will be waiting in the place
Where there are no more tears
If I go before you and we must part
I will wait for you in heaven
Where sweet music soothes the heart
If I am first to go we will meet again
In a far better place than this
Where God has banished pain
If I go first and I leave before
You will find me with the angels
Where suffering is no more
If I am first to go by days or years
You will find me waiting there
Far beyond this vale of tears

By: Neo

2008-08-18T23:47:00.000-07:00

They were in mad love
They could not stop thinking about each other
Until one day he was caught cheating he said you’re not pleasing me anymore she was still madly in love with him and he liked her
One day he came home with another chick thinking hey well I’ve cheated on her once it doesn't matter anymore she sat there watching and crying
He looked at her and laughed on the night he came home he walked to the bathroom
The door was closed and there was a note it said “Dearly beloved I had to do this I can’t take the pain anymore”
He thought and a tear ran down his face he said to himself she left maybe with another man
But no he walked into the bathroom and see's her lying in the bathtub about 12in. of water in the bathtub and it was red
He lifted her up put her on the floor and saw that her wrist were cut open and he looked at the note
She left behind on the door and turned it over and it “I will always love and do u see what love can do to some people?”
He thought about her for days and he goes “I guess I didn’t know what I had until I lost it.”

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:45:00.002-07:00

This path we call life, once a path worth walking on and living for, now a path of misery and woe, sadness and death.
Everyone, my friends, family, just feel like I'm being left behind, pushed aside, never to be remembered by anyone.
Now alone on this path, no-one by my side to walk with or guide me the right way.
The only one that would walk with me is now gone, my heart shattered, my life broken.
I keep walking but I don’t know where. This path is going nowhere, me, I'm going nowhere.
I don't see anything ahead, I don't know where to go, don't know what to do.
All I know is now at end and I've got no-one to go to.
This feeling, the feeling of losing everything feels horrible, just hope and pray that it doesn't happen to you and lose a really great friend to death like I did!

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:45:00.001-07:00

My world was bright but now devoured in darkness
My life has become one hell of a mess
I don’t know what to do anymore
I just want to unlock that happy, bright door
To see the world as I once did
To be happy and free like a five year old kid
All my problems that hold me back solutions that the problems lack
I'm so confused and ready to cry
Just take me away I'm ready to die
To be in a world that I create
A place that knows no depression or hate
To be in an eternal sleep
Not needing the help of the many sheep
How can I unlock that door?
To feel relieved so I don't fall on the hard, stone floor
Will time make it open or will I need a key
All I want is to be happy and free...

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

I love the concept of love
To be in love
To feel love
But I have abused the word of love
Used the one who loved
I love the feeling of love
The depth of love
But I have ruined the emotion of love
The sensitivity of love
I love to be touched by love
Made by love
Make love
But I have mistreated the caress from love
The kiss of love
I love to loved by love
Bound by love
But I have lost that love
I broke my love
And neglected our love
I love to picture love
Paint love
But I have dried love
Stolen love
I love to walk with love
Talk to me love
Say it again love
Over and over…love
But I have ran from love
Muted the word love
Again and again…love
I love to love you still love
Feel love
Hear love
Speak love
Love me love
Love my kind of love
Love this love
Love…love…love...
I am love…

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:38:00.000-07:00

I am very angry with myself,
Because I have only five senses.
A special woman like you
Needs more than five senses,
Needs special emotions,
And special man.
Special woman like you
Needs me only to write about her,
Not just messages,
Needs me to write books,
Stories, novels about her.
I am very angry about my language;
Because it has not enough words
To describe you
All the words in my mind,
In any language I know,
Can not describe only your eyes
But I will do the impossible
To be a special man
A man can do anything for you
A man love you for ever.

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:37:00.001-07:00

You changed my world with a blink of an eye
That is something that I can not deny
You put my soul from worst to best
That is why I treasure you my dearest.
You just don't know what you have done for me
You even pushed me to the best that I can be
You really are an angel sent from above
To take care of me and shower with love
When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear
And your touch have chased away all of my fear
You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile
It is even better every time you smile
It so magical those things you've made
To bring back my faith that almost fade
Now my life is a dream come true
It all began when I was loved by you
Now I have found what I am looking for
It's you and your love and nothing more
Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment
In my life something I've never felt
I wish I could talk 'til the end of day
But now I'm running out of things to say
So I'll end by the line you already know
"I LOVE YOU" more than what I could show

By: NEO

2008-08-18T23:36:00.001-07:00

2008-08-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

My love is like the sun that warms me when I am cold,
And like the cool water of the brook that refreshes me.
My love knows the secret pleasures of my soul,
And delights with me in fulfilling them.
Who is my love but the soul of my soul,
And the reason for every beat of my heart.
Who fills me with life in the joy of her presence,
And returns to me more than I have given.
Come to me, my love, I die without you.
Each day is eternity, waiting for your touch.
Remove the tears from my eyes and the ache in my heart,
Be closer than my breath, all my days, all my nights.

By: NEO

Felt The Demise…

2008-05-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

I could see a mob..
Who were they???
Closed my eyes to remember,
Do I know them,
Yes..
They all are my loved one’s ,
Moaning, Screaming, Crying..

I was oblivious,
Went a little ahead,
Saw myself..Drenched in blood…
They were ready to lay me to rest,
What was that silver drape for??
My Heartbeat was gone,
I was suffocating….

Every Moment of my life was clear,
Thinking what I could gain, what I could lose…

I wanted all of them to listen to me, But Invain..
I shouted if they could save me..
I knew I would never miss endearments and something which I Never got,
Remorsing…….

Why you had to leave me in this inferno??
I shouted but you went Deaf…
I Pleaded but you ignored..

Not don’t know where I am,
Swaying with the wind…..
Shield is disappearing…
Still feel the pain……

-Anusha Bhadauria

A Surmise

2008-05-28T08:21:00.000-07:00

Millions of words are left unsaid,
Tremendous of fervours are left unshown,
Feel secluded in Swarm..

Why I sob my heart out??
No one to Scour my Tears,
I look around to find someone…
I look around to find you…
But can only see a shadow - Going away.
How can I make you stay??

You are gonna be my destiny,
Is it jus’ a Myth or a Great Deceptive Surmise..
Sometimes feel so Faithless…

Trust Me..My Heart is Pure,
But don’t know why I have a Proclivity to hide from you..
Intermittent flux in the Demeanour shatters me,
Could never found you beside me..
Do you really ease the pain…

I am stuck in this darkened room,
Like a forgotten musical instrument,
No hopes left inside…

But still waiting,
Waiting for you to release me….

Would you help me,
I shall lie at your feet,
And you stopping me from closing my Eyes forever….

Would you even care to take my life….

-Anusha Bhadauria

Find Me….

2008-05-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

Can you see me???
I’m standing next to you…
Can you hear the silence around you
which you must…

When you look back, you would see a Desert…
Ahead you find an Ocean…
Where you want to go???

I’m with you..
but you need to find me..
Unlike a moment, I can come back…
Why is this dilemma??
You know what you need,
You can’t ignore.
You know what you want,
You can’t escape.

You want to embrace me & want never let go,
But why can’t you find me,
Your Zeal isn’t genuine, isn’t true.
Your dreams ain’t real..

Stop fooling yourself,
break the fake shield around you,
Set yourself free..
Find me..

I am right behind you..

-Anusha Bhadauria

Friendhip and Love

2008-05-26T22:01:00.000-07:00

Love is the epitome of Friendship
OR
Love is a concoction of hormones

Always with you... but miss you

2008-05-26T21:56:00.000-07:00

You live in my heart,
You are my soul.
You creep beneath my skin
You get on my nerves
You are my dreams
You are my goal
Life without you
is a big black hole
You drive me crazy
You make me mad
You make me do things
Which i Never else would have
Whenever i see a face
I search for you
Whenever i close my eyes
I have to see you
Whenever i Walk
I walk with you
Wherever i go
I have to miss you

See me soon

2008-05-25T01:49:00.000-07:00

Where are you? Oh! Where are you?
Pass me on just a single clue.
Why do these eyes aimlessly wander
But frantically search for you

Sometimes i feel, you are like the monsoon Wind
Which comes bringing in laughter and joy
Or, you are like the wind
which blinds me, and when I try to open my eyes, makes me cry.

My morning starts with you and so also ends the night
Listen, Feel, but catch the word fast and sparkle as my divine light

---Nargis

You mean so much

2008-05-24T23:35:00.000-07:00

You just went away
without giving me a chance to say
how much you mean to me
oh! you dont know You mean so much to me

You and me maybe miles and customs apart,
I have got you right here, in the centre of my heart

Nothing can change your place,
cause you are just a special case

Why, in your presence, i was not able to speak
You could call me shy or meek

The day then came, of which I was afraid to think
My pulse had already started to sink
I thought maybe, you had something to say
But your lips, only smiled, in your enchanting way.
Left me was another "See me soon"

... Nargis

मैखाना

2008-05-24T02:40:00.000-07:00

मैखाने मी आज चाई है मस्ती
ऐ सकी मेरे मस्त हो के पिला
न तोल के पिला, न मोल के पिला
आज तू मुझे दिल खोल के पिला

टुटा दिल ले कर तेरे डर पे आए है हम
कुछ कर, तू इसे जोड़ के पिला
कहीं ये तुझ पे जान देने को मजबूर न कर दे
तू इसे सेहला , पर समझा के पिला
आज तू मुझे दिल खोल के पिला

कमी नहीं तेरे डर पे नशे की
पैमाना नही तो नजर से पिला
परिस्तिश को तेरे सर बहुत हैं
पर इस सर को नजर से उठा के पीला
आज तू मुझे दिल खोल के पिला

ये दुनिया है बद्बख्त एक तमाशा
इस तमाशे को तू मैं मे घोल के पिला
लाभों को मेरे तरसती है बोतल,
न पियों, तो लाभ का हवाला दे के पीला
ऐ सकी मेरे दिल खोल के पिला

..... हिंद्कवि

निगाहे

2008-05-24T02:35:00.000-07:00

निगाहे यार कर के देखो,
दो आंखें चार कर के देखो
ये गुस्सा आप मानिंद बबूला गम जाएगा,
मेरी नज़रों से अपने प्यार को देखो

---- हिंद्कवि

एक गुजारिश

2008-05-24T02:28:00.000-07:00

हमसे ये खाता हो गई के दिल दे दिया तुमका
ए खाता कराने वाले, सज़ा को टू बख्श दो

नीं चुरा के मेरी, मुझे यूँ न सताओ
ऐ दिन को जगाने वाले रातों को टू बख्श दो

दफन करके मेरे अरमान दिल को लोटा दो
ऐ दिल चुरानेवाले जान को टू बख्श दो

दिल मी चुप के रखेगे दिए तुने वो हर जख्म को
ऐ जख्म देने वाले , नश्तर को टू बख्श दो

.... हिंद्कवि

इंसान

2008-05-24T02:25:00.001-07:00

प्रकृति की सर्वश्रेष्ट शै

पशुता का उधान हु मैं

एक अदद इंसान हु मैं

.... हिंद्कवि

मुस्कराहट

2008-05-24T02:22:00.000-07:00

ये मुस्कराहट आपकी ना कह के कुछ कह गई

होटों की तपिश न छु के कुछ कर गई

.......हिंद्कवि

मेरा बगीचा

2008-05-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

सुंदर से मेरी एक नगरी थी
भाई थे उनमे बहने भी थी
माता का था एक विस्तार रूप
कोमल थी उसके आँगन की धुप
बागीचे मी फूल खिले थे
भिन्न रंग के, कुछ ज्यादा कुछ कम खिले थे
उन रंगों के होली मी बहार मुस्कुराया करती थी
अम्बर शीश जुखता था, पड़ोसी रंज किया करते थे
यह सब मेरा था, मैं था सबका
मन हर्षित, सीना गर्व से फूला करता

फिर एक दिन, वज्र गिरा, कुछ टूटा
आँख खुली, मैं नींद से जागा
बागीचे के रंग अलग थे ढंग अलग थे
फूले मी अब बल नए थे
कुछ की नज़रे झुकी हुई थी
कुछ का सीना फुला हुआ था
कुछ मी ज्वाला धधक रही थी
कुछ विवशता से सहमे हुए थे

रंगो मी अब ज़ंग चिदी थी
के नई , पुरानी एक बेल हुई थी
उजाड़ना चाह था हमने जिसको
फिर सर उठाए अब घनी हुई थी

उस बेल मी बसता है एक दैत्य
एक ही रंग है उसको भाता
उस रंग से इतना है वो मोहित
हर फूल को उस रंग मे रंगना चाहता

बाग़ मी मेरे कोलाहल है
पर हल फूल के साँस मी एक कल है
उस कल को उसे फिर रचना है
जिसमे फिर एक नई किरण होगी
हर क्यारी फिर लहराएगी ,भिन्न रंगों मी इत्राएगी
स्नेह होगा हर रंग , आदर होगा हर ढंग का
टूटेंगी टू बस , दिल पेट चित नही अब होगी
फिर अम्बर शीश झुकायेगा, फिर बाहर मुस्कुराएगी
फिर एक नई किरण होगी, फिर एक नई किरण होगी।

----हिंद्कवि

गर ये होता

2008-05-24T00:26:00.000-07:00

उस खुदा की खुदाई मी यकीन नही हमको,
फिर सोचा के गर यकीं किया होता

उसके के इन्साफ को हर हाल मी सराय होता
हर गम मी उसकी सज़ा को पाया होता
अपने को तुछ, उसको मैं भगवन पाया होता
उसके लिए इंसान की बलि मैं चढा आया होता
कुछ भी करने से न हिचकिचाया होता
अपनी गलतियों पे उसकी मरजी का चोला मैं चड़ा आया होता
गुन्हा कर कशी या काबा मैं श्रद्धा से हो आया होता
हर हाल मी उसके मस्हले को पाया होता

न मैं सोचता, न मैं पूछता , सिर्फ़ पूजत मैं आया होता
आपने आप मे पशुता का उथान न पाया होता
जो मैं अनहोनी को होनि समझ आया होता

---- हिंद्कवि

मरण गाथा

2008-05-24T00:04:00.000-07:00

बीमार था वह पड़ा हुआ था सगे संबंधियों से घिरा हुआ था
सगे संबंधियों से घिरा हुआ था
अब मरेगा, तब मरेगा, भाई कब मरेगा,
यह सोच कर सभ अधीर हो रहे थे जब
यमराज कहीं से वहाँ पधारे तब
अब बीमार नहीं वह बेजान पड़ा था
सगे संबंधियों से घिरा हुआ था

सब चीख चीख कर रो रहे थे
वातावरण कुंठित हो रहा था
माना कोई स्पर्धा छिड़ी थी
बस निरनै करने वाला नही था

अमर है आत्मा हर कोई जानता था
पर स्वार्थ मन मे भरा हुआ था
टूटा सहारा पड़ा हुआ था
सगे संबंधियों से घिरा हुआ था

अर्थी उठ गई कुछ दिन बीते
सब कुछ सामान्य हो रहा था
के जीवन मे कुछ जोड़ गया था
सब के लिए कुछ छोड़ गया था
जो था पिता पति किसी का
आंखों से ओझल हो रहा था....

---- हिंद्कवि

अशांत सागर के टती

2008-05-23T23:50:00.000-07:00

क्यो आज खड़ा हूँ मैं इस अशांत सागर के टती
कहाँ गई वह मेरी वृत्ति कंतको से जून्जने की
कहाँ गई वह मेरी शक्ति आकाशों को चूमने की
क्यों संतुष्टि है इतनी बड़ी के अर्थहीन लगता जीवन अभी
क्यों घटा जीत की धुन्दला गई के मोह अभी लगता नही

क्यो अर्थहीन बैठे हो भीतर मन के हे सारथी मेरे जीवन रथ के
क्या खिन्न हुए हो प्रकृति के अनंत लोभ से
या घबरा गए हो कंतको और शिखरों की चोट से
प्रदान करो जीवन रथ को गति
और दर्शा दो इच्छाओं को
यहाँ पूर्ण विराम नही, है ये विश्राम स्थली
के आज भी खड़ा हूँ इस अशांत सागर के टती
....हिंद्कवि